Self Portrait

Growing up we all couldn’t be without each other. We were like brothers and sisters. Back then all we needed was each other, but people grow up and time changes them. Casey was the fist to go her own way. In fact we were still in high school when she stopped talking to us. Do you remember how sad I was when I realized we would never be friends again? It’s sad because she was never like how she is now. I remember I would have to stand up for her so people wouldn’t walk all over her, now she’s the one who is doing the walking. Then Tabby was gone, not by her choice though it was because she moved to New York. She still keeps in touch and when we get together its just like old times. When we see each other we just giggle and giggle like a couple of fifteen year olds. She’s a stay at home mom, haha. It suits her well and of coarse she has been divorced twice and now has millions of dollars. I still see Bre, when we’re not working. Instead of becoming a nurse she became a doctor, so she hardly has time for anything. Yet she found time to get married and have two kids. Josh is doing well, so is his wife, they both say hi. I see them a lot. They just had a kid, a girl, they named her Amber, and she’s beautiful. Darryl and Jeremey just opened a business together. That will be interesting, haha. Oh yeah! Crystal just had another baby; number four, his name is David, so much for not having kids. Mikey’s doing great. He, Tina, and the kids just came back from Hawaii, they were visiting Dad. I wish you were still here to see everyone and see how good everything is. I know you’d be proud of everyone. We have all changed, which I hate but I’m dealing with it. But I can’t deal with you being gone. Yes everyone has gone there own way, but I still see them, occasionally at least. I never see you and I miss you. I can’t even tell you that I’m having a baby! I don’t know what I’m going to do without you. You’ve been there for me for everything and now you’re gone, it’s definitely the worst thing I have to go through. I can't even explain to you how much I wish you were her. I have to go though, I love you and miss you so much Mom.